Saturday, February 6, 2010

Chapter Thirty Nine: Silence is Red

Conor was dreaming of his family. He hugged his mom, dad, and sister as tight as he could. He remembered though they didn’t have the strongest relationship, they all still loved each other. He ran in the tall grass with them. Suddenly the sun was gone. Clouds hovered above them and he was afraid. The happy faces on his loved ones turned into sinister bloody thirsty ones. They marched slowly towards him. He pleaded with them to stop and return to their normal selves but all they would chant is Ximendos’ name. Conor ran and he ran. He stopped suddenly because the ground in front of him fell creating a cliff in its destruction. Conor wondered what would happen next. Would his death be by the hands of his family or by the fall from jumping off? Conor looked down the black void and lifted one foot to jump. He felt a sudden wave of happiness pass through his body and then a warm feeling on his neck.
Suri
Conor?
Conor’s eyes opened suddenly by the voice of Suri.
Conor
Oh my God, thank you!
He hugged her.
Suri
You’re welcome?
She patted his back and then he retreated.
Suri
Can you be any odder?
Conor
I was having a nightmare. You woke me up and so I am grateful. A hug is not odd!
Suri packed a few things in a backpack that she thought they’d need.
Conor
Why are you packing?
Suri
We’re leaving.
Conor
We are? We just got here!
Suri
Yes, and now we’re leaving.
Conor stood up and began to put his pants on while Suri was turned the other way.
Conor
Why? This seems like a safe place to be.
Suri
We aren’t looking for safe right now.
Conor
Well why the hell not?
Suri
Because Arkain isn’t in a safe place.
Conor was caught off guard and almost choked on his tongue.
Conor
I thought Hayden was going to bring him back.
Suri was done packing.
Suri
He was, but he didn’t. So now we’re off to go get him ourselves.
Conor
Are you sure that’s a good idea?
Suri
I don’t really care. The only thing on my mind is finding Arkain and Emmylou’s father.
Conor
Emmylou’s father? Where is he?
Suri
He’s inside the Solace Empire’s land. She was the one who proposed this plan.
Conor
Saying “Let’s go save our dad and friend!” isn’t really a plan.
Suri
Well it’s all we have. Are you coming or not?
Conor
I didn’t think I had a choice.
Suri
You can stay if you’d like. I won’t hold it against you.
She put her hand on his shoulder.
Suri
You are right, this is a safe place to be. I’d much rather you stay here honestly. I know we haven’t known each other for long, but I really do care about you. If you came and something happened to you, I don’t know what I’d do or think. So for that reason, if you want to stay, you can. It might be better.
Conor grabbed his sweater.
Conor
Thanks, but I think I can manage. Anywhere you’re going, I am going too. Besides you guys need a male voice on this mission.
Suri smiled and they hugged. The door swung open and Emmylou stood there holding things.
Emmylou
Bad timing?
They back away from each other.
Suri
No, just a friendly hug.
Conor
Totally platonic.
Emmylou dropped the things on the bed.
Emmylou
Well all I could manage to get is two guns and thirty bullets.
Conor
Awesome! I always wanted to use a gun.
Emmylou was glad he was happy with this.
Emmylou
We have to leave now.
Suri
We’re ready.
Emmylou
Just follow me.
They turned out the lights and walked out swiftly through the base to their exit unaware of the person following them.

Akasha was in bed waiting for Ximendos. He walked into the room.
Ximendos
Ready for bed?
Akasha
Yes, my love.
Ximendos got into his half of the bed.
Akasha
My love, my king, my lord, is everything okay?
Ximendos
I am fine. Why do you ask?
Akasha
It is just; I have not seen you really smile in so long.
Ximendos turned the lamp off.
Ximendos
I smile all the time.
Akasha
Not the way you used to smile. Not the way you did when we met, when we fell in love, or when we had our children.
Ximendos
A smile is a smile, my dear.
Akasha
An empty smile is equivalent to nothing.
Ximendos closed his eyes.
Akasha
Are you ready for what is to come?
Ximendos
I am always ready.
Akasha
I love you.
Ximendos
I love you more, my Akasha.


Arkain
You can talk, but I can’t promise I will be listening.
Cameron
I’m more than sure you will want to.
Arkain looked up at the stars. For the first time in a while he was able to feel them.
Cameron
Arkain, we are not enemies.
Arkain
I think that’s for me to decide. You tried to kill me.
Cameron
But I didn’t.
Arkain
You could of!
Cameron
Could of, would of, should of, but I didn’t.
Velis
You should just be happy you’re alive!
Malic
Yeah!
Cameron stood up and faced them.
Cameron
I think it would be best if you both stood watch. We won’t be able to be here for long. It is necessary to make sure we aren’t found for the night.
Velis grabbed Cameron and kissed him. Malic walked away. They then parted ways.
Arkain
Do you love her?
Cameron
What?
Arkain
Do you love that woman?
Cameron
I don’t know.
Arkain
Strange.
Cameron
Arkain, I am no longer the monster you knew. My only objective is to stop the Solace Empire. That is all. The White Coats are no longer my sworn enemies.
Arkain
Why should I believe that?
Cameron
I just walked away from the most powerful empire in all of Earth’s history. I put a target on my head, Arkain. That isn’t something just anyone does. To be quite frank, they were going to kill me.
Arkain
Why?
Arkain was puzzled.
Cameron
That is irrelevant. What is important is we have the same enemy.
Arkain
Okay. So we’re not enemies. What now?
Cameron walked a little towards the ocean.
Cameron
It’s simple, you join me.
Arkain
Join you? You have to be shitting me.
Arkain looked down to where Cameron stood. He was now able to move his neck.
Cameron
Yes, join my New Order.
Arkain
Why would I do that? I am a White Coat.
Cameron
I see.
Cameron walked back towards Arkain.
Cameron
When you found out about your mothers death, did they tell you who killed her?
Arkain
Yes.
Cameron
Who did it, Arkain?
Arkain
They said you guys did.
Cameron
They lied. They told you a lie in order to twist you into their agenda. They made you think we did it so you’d be fired up enough to come for our heads.
Arkain didn’t understand what he was saying.
Cameron
The White Coats have been using you. Something I’d never do. If you join me, we’d both lead the new world together. We’d be unstoppable.
Arkain
Who killed my mother?
Cameron
We didn’t kill your mother.
Arkain
You said you know. Who killed my mother?
He felt his body coming back to him. He felt a sudden rage filling him.
Cameron
You know as well as I do, that truth hurts. What you don’t know is truth like this can kill.
Cameron leaned down to Arkain.
Cameron
Do you really want to know?
Arkain
Yes.
Cameron wanted to smile, but held it in. This was all going as planned.





Gemma stood on the palace wall looking towards the dark sky. She wished for a second she could see the stars. She wondered if they truly were beautiful. She felt like letting go of her tears and allowing them to fall down to the ground where her heart slept. A tear formed at the corner of her right eye. Arkain left her, again.
Krysin
(We will find him. He will be ours.)
Gemma tried to shut his voice out. She didn’t want to think about anyone other than Arkain. She couldn’t help but feel alone and hopeless with Arkain gone again. Her last chance to tell him the truth had burned up in the fire. Gemma was going to end it. She set her hands on the wall and climbed up.
Krysin
(This will not bring him back.)
Her life was now empty. She was ready to die.
Ilias
If you were wondering, they are beautiful.
Gemma turned suddenly to the entrance of the northern wall.
Ilias
Forgive my intrusion. Although I believe it was necessary.
Gemma
How did you know I was thinking that?
Gemma did not know how close she was to the edge.
Ilias
Lucky guess.
She looked his way.
Ilias
I take it you think I read your mind? I assure you that power is my sisters exclusively.
Gemma could not see him.
Krysin
(He is the enemy.)
Ilias
You are not standing on that to get a better look at the ground, are you?
Gemma turned away towards the edge.
Ilias
No, no you’re not.
He walked two steps forward.
Krysin
(Tell him to back away!)
Ilias
Is death calling you already?
He took two more steps.
Ilias
Or are you calling it?
Gemma
Why do you care?
Ilias stopped.
Ilias
That is a very good question.
He put his hand on his chin.
Ilias
I was on my way to speak with you when I noticed you were not in your room. I figured I’d just have a word with you in the morning until I saw you here.
Gemma wondered why he’d want to speak with her.
Ilias
You are wondering why I’d want to speak with you.
Again Gemma wonder if he’d read her mind.
Ilias
Judging by your facial expression, you think I read your mind again, don’t you?
Gemma nodded.
Ilias
Oh Gemma, you do not understand me.
He put his back against the wall.
Krysin
(Don’t listen to him Gemma. He wants to kill us.)
Ilias
Unfortunately for myself, I don’t understand you either.
He flipped his hair.
Ilias
I am prideful in my ability to figure out someone within my first encounter with them.
Gemma was confused.
Ilias
I’ve met you and I can’t seem to put your puzzle together. I’ve never been in this kind of predicament and I find it to be rather tedious.
He stood up straight.
Krysin
(I can smell his blood.)
Ilias
If you were to die that would leave me here to wonder for the rest of my life.
Krysin
(I want his blood.)
He extended his hand towards her.
Ilias
Gemma, please take my hand.
Although Gemma could not see his hand she knew it was there.
Ilias
Death is not nor will it ever be the answer.
Gemma
Why should I trust you?
Krysin
(We have to get away from him.)
Ilias
Because I am your friend.
Gemma felt as if she had just been bashed in the head with a hammer.
Gemma
Friend?
Ilias
I’d like to think so. We’re not enemies and I hold no grudge towards you.
Krysin
(He is the enemy.)
Ilias lowered his hand.
Ilias
When I met you I put you under my control. You stabbed Arkain below his rib. While you have memory of doing it, you hold no memory as to why you would. That was my doing.
Gemma was afraid. Gemma began to feel hate towards him.
Krysin
(He made us hurt Arkain. He made us do it.)
Ilias
I made you forget you ever knew Arkain. What I didn’t do was force you to stab him.
Gemma was confused again.
Krysin
(He’s lying!)
Ilias
You stabbed Arkain yourself without my intervention. The reason was because you were told to do so. The reason why you felt no urge to stop was because you had no memory of Arkain.
He turned his back to her.
Ilias
I made you forget most of what you knew in order for you to live with us. I did it for one true reason though.
He walked towards the wall and look out towards the dark world.
Ilias
It wasn’t in order for you to kill Arkain. It wasn’t so you’d follow my every command.
Ilias turned and looked Gemma in the face.
Ilias
It was so I could silence the sorrow in your heart and the monster in your head.
Gemma felt as if all the air had left the world.
Ilias
My sister informed me of the other voice in your head. She also let me in on the pain you inflict on yourself because you murdered Arkain’s mother.
He took his eyes off of her.
Ilias
I don’t know what it was exactly that triggered my sudden interest in you. Was it because of your pain, your beauty, or your intriguing split head?
He walked away from the wall.
Ilias
I’d say it was all three together. I made the choice then to do what I had to do. I made your pain go away, your tears dry up, and that voice in your head silent.
Krysin
(He’s lying. Do not listen to him!)
Gemma
You did that for me?
Ilias
Yes, for you.
Gemma
I don’t know what to say.
Ilias
You don’t have to say anything. You do owe me one thing though.
Gemma
And that is?
Ilias
I’d like you to take my hand.
He raised his hand again towards her. Gemma didn’t know what to do.
Krysin
(Do not fall for his words. He only wishes to silence us again!)
Gemma
I am afraid.
Ilias
Of what?
Gemma
You.
Krysin
(Run, you have to run!)
Ilias
You have no reason to be, my dear.
Gemma
You aren’t going to hurt me?
Ilias
Never.
Gemma
Promise?
Ilias
I promise.
Gemma reached for his hand.
Krysin
(No! You can’t do this Gemma!)
Ilias grabbed her hand gently. Gemma felt her cold hand in his warm one. She now stood in front of him below his height.
Ilias
Gemma, forgive me.
Krysin
(No! Gemma, please!)
Ilias moved his face in front of hers.
Krysin
(He’s going to kill us!)
Gemma
No, just you.
Ilias brought his face in as close as he could to look into her eyes without touching her.
Ilias
Silence.
Krysin’s voice was gone. Ilias moved back and stood up straight. Holding her hand he brought it up to his face and kissed it. Gemma blushed.
Ilias
They say silence is golden.
He let go of her hand.
Ilias
I don't think they've ever seen the color of your cheeks
He turned and began to walk towards the door.
Ilias
Off to bed. We have much to discuss in the morning, you and I.
Gemma
Do you have to kill Arkain?
Ilias stopped where he stood.
Ilias
Gemma, you must understand.
Gemma
Understand what?
Ilias
It is just business.
He was gone. Gemma fell to her knees and began to cry.

22 comments:

  1. I am speechless. I don't even know what to say to that ending.

    ANnnd That soo sounds like something I would do except I rarely admit that "it's just business."

    I absolutely looove how you can make me be touched by this and yet make me go "Omg wtf" its like crazy hat goes on. At first when the thing between Gemma and Ilias was happening I was like omg omg omg but then that happened and I was like what a motherchucker! I love him!

    This seriously keeps getting better and better

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  2. Excellent chapter :) the end was fantastic!
    Keep building it up, can't wait for the climax. Good work.

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  3. Seriously this chapter has made me rethink things about all the characters.
    Ximendos, my favorite, is showing emotions that I did not think were possible for him to showcase.
    Gemma is doing her thing thinking about Arkain, but then Ilias does his thing and she goes for it!?
    Cameron I thought was doing a good thing until this point where he holds back the smile when he finishes talking to Arkain, seriously Cameron is two-face in the making. Im curious to see what goes on with them two.
    Overall, this chapter was hella good.

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  4. Wow. This chapter blew my mind. :P Many things happening in one sitting basically. Suri, Connor, & Emmylou's departure; Ximendos & Akasha's short time of affection ; Cameron and Arkain's discussion. And most shocking to me, Ilias and Gemma. I found it quite amusing between Suri and Connor. Does Connor have a tiny crush on Suri? Most likely, haha. I found it quite refreshing that Ximendos is capable of showing affection. Very interesting what Akasha said about his smile then&now. One of the changes in him that probably had to happen. As for Arkain&Cameron, well I actually sant them to formall join forces; as a reader. It would just truly duck when Arkain finds out about Gemma. Lastly, damn. What Ilias did for Gemma? Very thoughtful of him. Hopefully that voice inside of her will be forever shut up somewhere. I honestly didn't see that coming so that was good. One more question. So is Gemma really opening up to another person besides Arkain? Oh la la. :D haha jk. As always another great chapter! & thank you for writing this. :)

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  5. beautiful ending. LOVE the exchange between gemma and Ilias.

    and krysin? = Cry Sin ?? Clever :)

    Cameron is just as manipulative as everyone else infact everyone in this story is lying about something to either do damage or protect another. But for thier own gain, in the end.

    Just like us.

    And THANK YOU for returning with the colors!!!
    It was very difficult to read and seperate everything without the character colors!! KEEP THEM!

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  6. So many different facets of all these characters emerged at once in this chapter. It was a bit overwhelming. To see Ximendos lying in bed with his wife, which in any other case is a nondescript action, was fascinating. Once again, we're reminded of the humanity in both him and Akasha. They're still vulnerable and still capable of the emotions of love. Even if they place humanity as a whole in the face of hatred, they still hold their loyalties to one another, which was oddly touching.
    As for Cameron, I can't say i ever trusted him. So imagine my surprise at the last line in the Cameron-Arkain scene. He's looking out for number one, and I'm starting to see that characteristic in each of the chracters, to different degrees of course. They're all fighting their own private battle to acquire their individual desired endings. Meanwhile we'll have to wait and see whose goals coincide and conflict.
    Oh and the ending...beautiful. Right out of a movie, the whole unexpectedness of it. I can't wait to see how their love story plays out.

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  7. I don't see how this book can get any better and it does. The suspense you put into every chapter kills me because it makes me wanting more and more. I may not read them right away but when I do I cant stop. Can I just add again how Cameron is still my favorite character. I love his cockyness and confidence. I can't wait to see what happens with that situation. The end of the chapter shocked me and I cannot wait to see what happens. Im gonna go read this NOW.

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  8. the way you wrote the dream part was pretty awesome, i liked it a lot.

    i kinda want suri and conor togther.

    Ilias and gemma are too cute

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  9. i dont believe ilias, i think he's using gemma. im still rooting for cameron to do the right thing. but really this is so amazing. i think conor and suri should definitely get together, cause i can't see arkain with anyone but gemma. krysin and gemma remind me of gollum and smegul lol.

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  10. dammit. the ending totally made me forget about everything else in the chapter, hahaha.

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  11. i like how cameron is being completely honest but in his own way he is twisting arkain to fit his own agenda.unlike the white coats who lie to fit the agenda.cameron manipulates with truth which could be really even more intense the most thought up lie.i like it.great job.


    "krysin and gemma remind me of gollum and smegul lol. "

    and i agree with britney

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  12. VELIS AND CAMERON KISSED~!!!

    u made it so matter of fact

    it was so quick

    now that is a couple i wud loooove to see

    rather than that arkain and boring suri pairing

    <.<

    they depress me

    :'(

    i was falling for cameron but the holding back of teh smile bothered me

    it like im rooting for cameron to change
    to still be twisted and bad ass but i want his mentality to change

    i want him to actually have compassion

    what is wrong with him :(

    i feel such a closeness to ximendos
    i almost feel sorry for him

    he is fighting for something he wants to fulfill in the memory of his mom and yet it is all slipping away right before his eyes

    now that whole ilias and gemma scene had me bugged out

    i was just like wtf ilias

    is he falling for her

    is he making her less powerful by silencing krysin

    what is ilias motives

    i want arkian to learn the truth

    i want arkain to free himself and realize his potential and i want him to save cameron

    i want the,m to save each other

    im still wondering about fallen

    and suri....*rolls eyes*

    that whole situation is annoying me

    another great chapter by SM

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  13. she should have listened to krysin!

    and i think conner likes suri...... i dont think he would have gone if he had feelings for her.

    finally arkain and cameron are combining forces!

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  14. omg this is amazing! i can definitely say by this chapter a lot of the characters' personalities have changed! cameron's, fallen's, even arkain's.. this is too good! i dont even know who to believe anymore and im' not even in the story, ha!

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  15. It is just business. I've heard that in so many movies. Good quote, but I hate the meaning of it -__-

    Great chapter!

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  16. That's like.. "I'll help you. But we need to kill your best friend." Serious blow to the heart for Gemma but hey. C'est la vie.. Anyway, another amazing chapter. To the next one!

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  17. I like how Ilias was so casual about his position. He's basically saying "yeah, I gotta do shit, but that's life" kind of deal. I am curious to see how Gemma's mental collapse will impact the rest of her importance to the series. Good shit, Steven, good shit

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  18. I absolutely love Gemma. I pity her so much because she is so caring when it comes to Arkain, but she inflicts so much pain on herself and him. It's as if her life was doomed to be miserable! But, I love the title of this chapter! I do hope though, that Ilias won't fall in love with Gemma and decide to change just for her...I think that that would be a little cliche. And, are Connor and Suri going to have something between them? I can't wait to see Arkain's reaction when he finds out it was Gemma who did it!

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  19. I hate nightmares! And Conors was spooky...
    Huh??? Who is following them?! What! Lol Brother maybe....
    Just put that together... Arkain connection to the stars is because he's a skywalker!! Ok ok lol duh!
    Oh la la... Cameron and Velis... Amore!
    Darnit arkain almost knew!!!
    Huh! I didn't see Gemma and Ilias kiss coming what?!! So much romance!! Side of you I didn't know....:)
    I live hearing krysin inside gemmas head it cool....

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  20. Where are these emotions that Ximendos is portraying coming from? I thought he was supposed to be this individuals who did not have the ability to feel like that? Maybe I misunderstood and misinterpreted him all of this time, impossible.

    Cameron is definitely keeping me in limbo, I do not know how to approach this character because he is always changing and doing something different. It is like, if he is not sure of whom he wants to be at the end of the day. Where is this going to take him in the future?

    Gemma needs to stop and make a decision on what she wants. I do not think that she needs to be up in Arkain's business but then fall for what Ilias does for her? She is definitely, definitely confused and lost at the moment.

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  21. whoa. i hope arkain chooses to join with cameron, i think those to could do great in the world together.

    Gemma, gemma, gemma, shes gotten herself into quite a mess. So will she never go back to the white coats? Is krysin, the voice in her head finally gone, is there a chance the voice will come back.

    If suri finds Arkain and arkain decides to join the new order will their feelings be torn since all she's known, and her father, is a white coat even if the white coats are no longer camerons enemy.. cameron still makes me feel like he has a hidden agenda, i want to give him the benefit of the doubt and say he will bring peace with the new order but i dont know if i can trust him fully just yet.

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